Dirty-Little-Secrets

Today, I had a better day. I went to group, my Dad gave me money (which was WAY more than I could ever imagine for my birthday, I feel uncomfortable accepting it), I went for coffee with MA, went lots of shopping ($800 worth of shopping) Pizza for dinner. But what I am gonna talk about are my dirty little secrets.

I have been feeling frisky, which lead me to write Frisky Friday's. I have been feeling a lot better physically and have been craving intimacy. I want to get laid, and the person I want to have this moment with is not interested. So, I bought 3 little friends from Trojan. I got a Vibrating Mini, for my purse: for those moments that if I am somewhere away from home and need a little relaxation. I got a Vibrating Finger Touch Vibrater, to stimulate my outer parts, that type always gets me to cum good and the handy dandy Trojan Tri-Phoria. This baby got 5 stars. This can go in, out, around, 5 speeds, I can really have some fun with this thing. Too bad my parents are here, I can't use this when they are here. Sometimes, I get nervous and can't cum when I self pleasure thinking my dead relatives are watching me, LOL (another dirty little secret)

I haven't had sex since July 1, 2011 (ex says and told attorney) I personally don't remember having that sex, maybe Ambien, I remember it being on my birthday, last Feb. 21st, 2011. I haven't self pleasured since last October. 4 MONTHS WITHOUT RELEASE!!!! I am about due!!! I am NOT looking for a clingy relationship, I am looking for someone who can be discreet and casual and not be too clingy.

It's easier for a man to cum than a woman. They just stroke until, well, pop goes the weasel. Women, it takes us a long time. For me, I have to light candles, be alone, make sure the kids are sleeping sound and even then it takes forever. But once I have my first orgasm, I can easily have multiples. The best orgasim I ever have, was with my old dildo (I threw them all away) But it was so life like, tilted up to hit my G-Spot and had a soft clit stimulent and the whole thing vibrated many speeds. That made me cum hard. I can't cum by having sex. I don't think I ever did. I really don't like men going down on me, I fear I have a scent or if I peed like a couple hours ago, he could taste it. Maybe if I had a shower, I could, big maybe, but that is a bit personal being so close to my love tunnel, or what I nickname the cat :-) Remember, don't pet the cat with dirty fingers, nobody  knows if I am referring to a pet kitty or what!

I am not sure if I will come up with a Frisky Friday tomorrow. As I said, my parents are in town from Detroit and I need to have some quiet time to think up some good fantasy's. My Mom will always come up behind me and asks "what are you doing?" LOL

Most of my fantasy's are about MA, and today, he kind of embarressed me by wearing his Batman shirt which happened to be what the character in my last fantasy wore. So I blushed through group, I blushed and giggled during coffee, it was truly evil!!!! LOL I swear this man is mouse to my cat.... we have such chemisty but he has the road blocks. Good thing I have lots of patience.

For more of my dirty little secrets, go back to my older blog a couple months ago. I listed them. Today, I can check the vibraters off my list of things to get......
I can't wait to use them!