Monday, January 16, 2012

The Splendor of Unbreaking My Heart

Unbreak my heart!!!! I am asking for mercy. I need someone to touch me and caress me and make me FEEL whole again. No one, but me can actually make me whole, but I need a little boost. Don't leave me in this pain. Don't leave me feeling lonely. It's not a huge request. I need to uncry these tears. I am not asking for love, just a little hope to go on.

Sometimes, what you want most takes the longest time to find it's way to your heart, and sometimes when you least expect it, love finds a way in through a crack in the wall you build to shield your heart from any more hurt - most often, when you least expect it, but most welcome it.

Everything in its time, place and your life? Right? We all have heartache, we all are knocked on our asses from time to time. We need to remain open to those subtle nuances in life that show us there is reason for hope, reason to believe.

With each failed relationship, each lost love and loved ones, we start building up our walls of defensiveness so that hurt will not be allowed inside again, but in doing so we also block out the happiness that is trying to find it's way in.

Breaking down that wall is never safe, and it may be opening you up to a little more disappointment, but wouldn't it be a bigger loss if we build those walls of protection to ourselves and hearts so high that when love and opportunity present themselves we cannot see it, nor hear it? Maybe I should break it down some?

Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional.

Just listened to Unbreak My Heart by Toni Braxton. I cried my eyes out. I feel a breakthrough right now. I want to be cuddled.

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