The Splendor of The Next Morning

Nothing like a good nights rest, with the help of my little friends, Ambien, Klonipan and a shot of Melatonin. I have awoken to NO SCHOOL, ice storm last night and heavy fog this morning.  Wow, the weather is freaky!!!!!

Anyway, MA has apologized, twice. I appreciate his apologies, but I am not one to make him sweat it out around me for days and make him pay dearly. I just move on. Yesterday was yesterday and therefore gone, in the past. I am not his other women who probably tied him to the whipping post for things like this. I like to keep moving forward, so this post will be the last of you will be hearing about this. I am just updating you because I wrote a severe blog last night in anger. The beauty of me, is that when I get angry, I'll let you have it and then move on. Growing up I was a real flaming red head. My Aunt says I was like a tornado when I got angry. She claims I had a temper only a red head can muster. LOL Apparently, as my hair darkened my temper traits have stuck, although they are much more mild. LOL

So MA should never worry about days of repercussions from me. I will be seeing him this Thursday for coffee and I am excited about that. I like coffee days. I just wish he was a more snuggly person. All I want is to be cuddled right now. I've been having it hard with the ex's family and even had to write a long "statement" on my FB status about this. They been being very judgemental and mean. Encouraging him to take me for everything but the clothes on my back, taking the kids and letting me have them every other weekend. They even said if he don't want my books and crystals, he's entitled to half of them to just give them away or throw them out, just to make me burn. Now lets see who REALLY has the anger issues and they aren't even red heads!!!! I am NOTHING like that and never could be. I am a more peaceful, fun loving person than out for blood. I never understood the concept of striping people down to their bare asses in a fight, who really wins? I suppose you could say the one who has all the stuff, but I say the one with nothing, the humiliated one. Because with all the stuff, what REALLY did they attain? Will it make them any happier? That just shows how sadistic they really are and how could I have loved a sadistic person? So, I don't think this divorce will end up like that. He will tell his brothers to fuck off sooner or later, I just feel it in my gut.