A Splendor in Forgiveness

This is going to be a short blog today. I'll let everyone know that I am starting to feel better, less pain after surgery. However, that physical pain is moving to emotional pain. The other day, I wrote my friend, MA, a letter, asking what was wrong with him, when I was trying my darnest to help using the same things that helped me. Well, things are very different for different people. What works for one, definately doesn't always work for the other. I just got so upset that he wasn't responding to me in any way, shape or form and that he was cooped up by choice while I wished to leave the house. I shouldn't have written that letter. I was juiced up on medication (damn Vicodin mostly) and tried to try the tough guy approach to snapping him out of it. It obviously had the opposite effect. Now he is ignoring me. I apologized I don't know how many times. I really want to be forgiven. I had my one slip up. I will give him some time to process this apology and hopefully we can get past this and remain friends. I do care deeply for him and only want the best for him. I miss talking to him. I miss you MA!