I went upstairs over the weekend! :-) I cleaned up some more of my hoarding items like magazines, pens, papers, markers.... stuff that dried out and stuff that is irrelevent is going away, trashed, File 13.
I am proud of myself for overcoming my fear to go upstairs. I realize that when I move, it's less shit I have to move and I need to enjoy the last couple months of my apartment upstairs.
MA contacted me via text message to go for coffee on Tuesday. I haven't responded yet. First, I been busy cleaning upstairs. I been thinking as I been cleaning up there and am starting to feel paranoid about meeting up with him. For weeks, he blatantly ingnored me, then I asked him to meet up with me for coffee and there goes the saying "be careful what you wish for"!!!! So now, he wants to meet up. To say what to me? Why now? Well, looks like I will be having coffee with MA on Tuesday.
Back to cleaning......
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