Today, I haven't been feeling good. I slept most of the day. I felt like I was in some coma or something. I just couldn't move or wake up. To be honest, I felt what it would feel like to be drugged!!! Scary, that amount of lethargy. I am coughing and sneezing again. Why do I keep getting sick? I work out, I eat right. Maybe not as much as I should but I eat more than I did. I am eating nuts like Brazil Nuts, Walnuts and Almonds in place of meat. I eat more veggies and fruit. I don't get it?
Anyway, the Splendor of a new day is about Daughter #1. We talked today and it was a GREAT conversation. I hope I am not making more out of it and getting my hopes up, but she was so nice to me and I seen love in her eyes and my heart opened up. I wanted to reach out and hug her. (I don't want to get her sick though) I miss her so much! I hope in the summer, I can pick her up and take her to a movie. I want a relationship with my girl and today, was the FIRST day in a LONG LONG time that I felt hopeful. She even made Lizzie a cute Penguwin picture. She is an amazing drawer and she did wonderful on this picture. Lizzie was so happy, she was showing everyone the picture and bragging her sister drew it.
Lord, let this be a turning point. Yes, the Splendor of a New Day in many ways!
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